DrugInducedComas

I've felt so lost in a million of those single moments. Lamented the words we'd said, I've created the need for a vent. And sometimes it burns so intensely even I lose control of sensibility. And in that darkness I feel. I sharpen these words against cold steel. I've forgotten the feel of the sun. That's the only battle left that I haven't won.

You saw me standing on the beach, facing the sky. Questioning why with a look in my eyes loud enough to speak, but can you hear it? Is it sweet? Or is it bitter, does it plead? Is it something in-between? I couldn't tell you I might not even be able to help you analyze the puzzles in my mind, sometimes they're pretty out there and I've already tried to pry but they don't always open their secrets to me. and sometimes I feel like that's my only beauty, a mysterious fixer upper who can't even forget how to be a lover so bad that he's haunted by the very existence of her, there's no resistance, always means forever. and it pulls me under. It's

I spent a lifetime wondering what to do if you said hello again. contemplated it, haunted but I waited. Hot breath eventually abated. I should've checked the wish before I made it. I'd have traded it for a better worded statement and spent a little more time picking the right canvas to be painted. Ran the scenarios and I tried to tell myself it's fate if you came back, but we changed and I realized that night that my soul went from bone dry to salivated but it's not a hunger that can be sated at all. I can look and want, dream to take it all. I took a taste, now that's my burden to haul. There can only be lines now, nothing in-between. and ho

Your engines in life stalled mid-flight and you hold onto so much, that burden's not light so you try and fight but you don't realize that you're barely right. Now I'm not saying I've got it all figured out, but you gotta do something when you've got no house to call your home and you're just feeding off a half chewed bone. Just draw a line. Give life a try. I know that somehow you can still fly.